Vacation from Vacation

WHOA!! I need a vacation from this vacation! Too much of a good thing is a bad thing, and these holidays showed me why.

It's been like a week since O levels, and I swear, I forgot half of the things I learnt in school. Maybe cos half the things are being sold to Karang Guni Man. I'm like wondering, should I throw it all away? Everything I worked hard for going to be thrown away? Must be something better than this. I can't sell it cos I write on every piece of paper there is. Worse still, my handwriting sucks. So no better way but to dump it all away, maybe keep some textbooks or workbooks, but not the worksheets.

Anyway, I think I'll be going out this entire week to add to last week's 'play'-list. Let's see... went to town 4 times... played pool twice... played ps3 once... played cage, but can't even run cos of tight shoes... arcade-ed twice... watched 3 movies... ate out thrice... bowled first... played com for 7hrs... watched 8 hrs of tele... listened to songs... shopped thrice... watched barclays... that's bout the productive holidays I can remember.

So, things I haven't done yet are going for bbq, chalet, LAN, board games at settlers' cafe, gone to a wintry country, ktv, maple(!), working, learn guitar, learn malay, played golf, GYM-ed and last and the least, study. Well, got 2 months and 11 days to do all that. But it's impossible to do all that. I'll be at the course playing tmr and hopefully can swim and gym at the same time. Stamina will be tested but it's good. Sunday, there's some bbq thing at 5 for Mavis which I just joined three months ago. Feel kinda extra, but nothing else to do that night.

I just can't wait to get out of here for holiday, can't wait for Dec 2. After carrot cake convo, realised how life here could possibly suck out the life of a working adult. So can't wait for two week escapade. Hopefully my eyesight won't be such a bother to me.

I think I need to make something happen for my holidays. Priorities on gym, guitar, golf and fun! Though I really want to learn Indo, I guess my dad is right. Can't use it much here, and why bother when your mother tongue needs more improvement! Work seems unrealistic for me only want to work in Jan, and studies are nono. 2 months of this, and we're hitting the books again. Sian. Plus NS for 2 years. More sian, Singapore wants all the men they can get until they have to take the PRs too. Then uni and boom, working life. Circle of Life can't be that straight.

I know this is ambitious and all, but I want to retire in another country. Somewhere where I can fufil my purpose in life: to serve God. But I can't go for any church camps this year cos of my US trip, but I'll find the purpose for my existence in life.

I know I'm going kinda deep, but first thing first, golf tmr at 12.42. BYE!

God Bless and Peace.